Throw me out to sea by paperheartsyndrome, literature
Literature
Throw me out to sea
All I can remember thinking is "how did we end up here?" as I stared up at the too bright sky, letting the sun imprint itself into my vision, in the hopes that I'd be just blind enough to not have to see the look on your face when I finally got up the courage to tilt my eyes from the sky back to yours.
It felt like it had been decades since we met on this beach. Honestly, it felt like it had been centuries. I could barely remember what you smile first looked like, but I know it was so much bigger than it is now. The only thing I have left is the smell of laundry detergent on your fade t-shirts and the aftertaste of summer on your skin. I kno
the last magic I believe in by paperheartsyndrome, literature
Literature
the last magic I believe in
It's been years and I'm still here. Recycling the same sentences. Stuck in the same words. Buried in a past that doesn't quite belong to me anymore. It's funny how with enough distance nothing ever looks real anymore. It's like the way I can stand four miles from the lakefront and can still see the horizon. Clashing blues and greens. A straight line of water against an even straighter line of sky. And that's it. It's everything and it's nothing and for a little while I can pretend I'm somewhere else. Somewhere new. That I can see an entire ocean sprawled out in front of me, instead of the dirty familiar waters of Lake Michigan. I've grown up
an exercise in giving up by paperheartsyndrome, literature
Literature
an exercise in giving up
I don’t know what I’m doing in this place.
My bones ache to take me away – to take me anywhere but here. But my heart remembers this place and its beat is racing, pumping blood into the far corners of my body, making my limbs too heavy to move. But I want to leave so badly, with every part of my being, but the one. My heart still belongs here…even after all these years.
I don’t remember the last time I saw your face.
But I can tell you that I still hear your voice in my dreams. In the deepest of sleeps, you’re still alive inside of me, deep within the folds of my heart, the dark spaces of my imagination
When I think about you, I remember it all wrong. by paperheartsyndrome, literature
Literature
When I think about you, I remember it all wrong.
When I think of that first day, I will always remember the air as being too warm, and your clothes being wrinkled, your hair a complete mess. I remember how your nerves had your every sentence starting with “uhm” and how I hated indecisiveness and you couldn’t make up your mind, and I remember thinking I could do better without you. Now, I know that first impressions aren’t quite as important as they tell you every time you open that front door with your mismatched socks and complimentary sarcasm, armed with a crooked smile and bad grammar. Because if that were true, I would have said hello and goodbye in the same sent
Throw me out to sea by paperheartsyndrome, literature
Literature
Throw me out to sea
All I can remember thinking is "how did we end up here?" as I stared up at the too bright sky, letting the sun imprint itself into my vision, in the hopes that I'd be just blind enough to not have to see the look on your face when I finally got up the courage to tilt my eyes from the sky back to yours.
It felt like it had been decades since we met on this beach. Honestly, it felt like it had been centuries. I could barely remember what you smile first looked like, but I know it was so much bigger than it is now. The only thing I have left is the smell of laundry detergent on your fade t-shirts and the aftertaste of summer on your skin. I kno
the last magic I believe in by paperheartsyndrome, literature
Literature
the last magic I believe in
It's been years and I'm still here. Recycling the same sentences. Stuck in the same words. Buried in a past that doesn't quite belong to me anymore. It's funny how with enough distance nothing ever looks real anymore. It's like the way I can stand four miles from the lakefront and can still see the horizon. Clashing blues and greens. A straight line of water against an even straighter line of sky. And that's it. It's everything and it's nothing and for a little while I can pretend I'm somewhere else. Somewhere new. That I can see an entire ocean sprawled out in front of me, instead of the dirty familiar waters of Lake Michigan. I've grown up
an exercise in giving up by paperheartsyndrome, literature
Literature
an exercise in giving up
I don’t know what I’m doing in this place.
My bones ache to take me away – to take me anywhere but here. But my heart remembers this place and its beat is racing, pumping blood into the far corners of my body, making my limbs too heavy to move. But I want to leave so badly, with every part of my being, but the one. My heart still belongs here…even after all these years.
I don’t remember the last time I saw your face.
But I can tell you that I still hear your voice in my dreams. In the deepest of sleeps, you’re still alive inside of me, deep within the folds of my heart, the dark spaces of my imagination
When I think about you, I remember it all wrong. by paperheartsyndrome, literature
Literature
When I think about you, I remember it all wrong.
When I think of that first day, I will always remember the air as being too warm, and your clothes being wrinkled, your hair a complete mess. I remember how your nerves had your every sentence starting with “uhm” and how I hated indecisiveness and you couldn’t make up your mind, and I remember thinking I could do better without you. Now, I know that first impressions aren’t quite as important as they tell you every time you open that front door with your mismatched socks and complimentary sarcasm, armed with a crooked smile and bad grammar. Because if that were true, I would have said hello and goodbye in the same sent
A plate, a shatter, a white forest, she is smooth, cold, and fragile.
Sunrise barista, she gets embarrassed when she talks. She is used to living in her head. As she hands out a latte, she is out of touch. Songs whispering into her ears, smells drifting into her nose, she is haunted by a lover from long ago. I can feel every burn from each spill whenever I get close to her, leaving on me a tea ring that doesn’t quite burn, a soft rain stain from a storm of hot tears many years ago.
Sunset writer, I notice ink stains on the sides of her hands from the night before. When she wakes up, she finds the pen that she lost in her covers. Her c
You wonder into the morning
through the window sill,
down a river, into a memory.
Moving waters and shivering
whispering stories with your
fingertips. I got scared;
I took a bus to my parent’s house
where I hold a notebook full of
poems burning for you; a map
between my stomach and mouth,
dead-end streets, we park here
night after night- we don’t know
why; a post-card, lost, somewhere
between us. Sad boy, somewhere,
England, listening to the rain:
we drank tea together with an ocean
between us, the steam holding
the fog of our distance.
Oh, I was so in love with you.
I cry in the shower. I can never
buy the same shampo
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soft body, full of tar by Awasteof-paint, literature
Literature
soft body, full of tar
The drain is clogged; the mouth is
filling up—last summer is caught
in my throat, clinging to its sadness
like wet clothes and I don't think
she is ever coming out of there, out
of her self & your ghosts have been
here
look at these walls
something has happened
here. The lightning struck right
through; that thunder bruised us all
down & now it is just body waste from
a bulimia that was never gonna come out
anyway—you just sit there with your mouth
frozen like that in that chair; there are strands
of my hair all over your floor—no relief found
here, either. Here, fatigue stretches on like weight,
that cellulite slabbe
weak willed and weaker breathed by ohsparrowsong, literature
Literature
weak willed and weaker breathed
you always had this way of getting right to the very core of me, feeling everything more
than it should be, polarized emotions. i would spend whole days with my lips quivering
and my vision blurred around the edges from the dopamine you sent coursing though
my veins like rapids. i was so close to invincible it scared me.
i think that fear was the only thing that ever kept me grounded with you.
you made me fear my own body. i saw the warning signs but that didn't make it
any easier. winter winds would wind their way through and around my ribcage
and leave my skin purple and blue and white. that was the most colour i could
muster when the high
joseph was the boy with flower-pressed lips the colour of burnt wine and childhood stitches mixed with just the slightest dash of grey, for memory. i see him often, in the small parts i have left, patched together into a shadow of what - who - he really was.
i remember thinking that the ridges along his lips must have held some chemical, enticing yet silently deadly - just enough to blur my vision and make my knees weak. i think now it was a poison, because even the memory of it is making my insides ache.
joseph was - is - my almost boy.
it was dark
and i was struggling
with an angry ocean
in head
and heart
you stumble home
sink beneath the cotton blues
and stop the waves
from breaking
quite so much
enough to
sleep
our sleeping patterns collide. by paperheartsyndrome, literature
Literature
our sleeping patterns collide.
I wake up tired.
I wake up tired and it's afternoon again.
I wake up tired and I am alone.
It's like every night i fall asleep with you on my mind, and I quickly sort through my thoughts leaving the prettiest ones on top so I can try them on in the morning. So everyday, I wake up and try on being in love with you. Except every morning, it's three inches too big or a centimeter and a half too small or it's brushing my kneecaps like it's too long. But I wear it anyways, since I'm used to being a shade left of ordinary or two steps past crazy. I'm used to wearing love and I'm used to you.
I'm used to falling asleep next to you and waking up
"After all these years, I still haven't grown up.
The sky is angry in these too early hours of the morning. The clouds are rolling across the sky, quick and fierce, as if they are running away from something. Maybe they're trying to get away from me. I'm still a natural disaster in a way I shouldn't be. I'm still wind blown, indecisive, messy, a spark if lightning on a perfect day. I'm still all the things I should no longer be by now. I had such high expectations. After awhile, you learn that you can let anyone down -- even yourself."
I wish I wrote like I used to. That may be one of my biggest regrets at the moment. Hoping to change it.
"After all these years, I still haven't grown up.
The sky is angry in these too early hours of the morning. The clouds are rolling across the sky, quick and fierce, as if they are running away from something. Maybe they're trying to get away from me. I'm still a natural disaster in a way I shouldn't be. I'm still wind blown, indecisive, messy, a spark if lightning on a perfect day. I'm still all the things I should no longer be by now. I had such high expectations. After awhile, you learn that you can let anyone down -- even yourself."
I wish I wrote like I used to. That may be one of my biggest regrets at the moment. Hoping to change it.
I'm currently in the midst of starting my newest adventure. After a good year of coaxing, some of my closest friends (and my love) have convinced me to start trying my hand at my own business.
Art has always had a special place in my heart and now I'm hoping some of you all will also let it have an awesomely special place in your home!
I'm just starting out, but I have a small inventory of original paintings on upcycled 12" vinyl records. Up into now they've been widely on demand as gifts from all my friends and family. Now I'm interested in seeing where else they can take me!!
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