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1.
under her bed, collecting dust
there's a photo album with plastic sleeves
and metal rings
filled with six hundred
and seven scraps of wallpaper
one for everyday that you loved her.

so last summer
when you called her a wallflower
she couldn't imagine anything more beautiful
until she found out what it really meant
as she faded into the background.

2.
all of her clocks have stalled
with 11:11 sprayed across their faces
like skies full of stars
but she doesn't make wishes
since she knows that sometimes
they're just too big
for her failing sense of hope to hold.

and sometimes, her heart hurts
with memories of pain that is much better
left forgotten (and you. always you).

3.
you told her once
that we don't get to choose who to love
that love chooses us.

but then what's love's excuse
for unchoosing her?

4.
there was a time
when she'd believe every word
you could say
since you were the type of boy
who would draw hearts on fogged windows
to remind her where love is.

and she remembers lying under your
frosted heart adorned windows and
the feeling of knees banging into one another
and tangled limbs with fingers knitted together
and she never felt so complete.

but this is not a love story
and there can't always be a happy ending.

5.
she used to dream
until you took that away too
(just like her heart and its familiar ticktickticking)
so now when the walls and windows are on
fire and the taste in the air is youyouyou
all she wants is to wake up
but she can't

since she'll never sleep again
you're her worst kind of nightmare.

6.
lately, she's been feeling
her spine curve into the plaster
with vertebrae fusing to the foundations
within the walls
as she finds herself losing who she once was
to what you have made her.

she's your wrecked little wallflower
but she can't grow a new heart.
:iconpaperheartsyndrome:

Author's Comments

don't put your trust in walls
'cause walls will only crush you
when they fall

-ray lamontagne

i've had too many words in my head lately.

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:iconamertie:
i love 2. :heart:

to deathhh.
:iconkrish-x:
i loved this
so much.
the idea is extremely amazing
and i really really liked it (:


--
Dreams can come true, but never fantasies, if you nurture a fantasy, it'll most likely get broken.
:iconhopeinareddress:
i love this.
love love love it.
:iconesotericheart:
This is so heartbreaking.
You're amazing.
:iconpaperheartsyndrome:
well, i think you're amazing as well.
so thank you times a million.
:heart:

(oh and thank you for the favorite as well)
:iconpaperheartsyndrome:
thankthankthank you so much (for the favorite too).
:heart:
:iconpaperheartsyndrome:
yay! thanks.

and for the favorite. it means so much especially coming from you :heart:
:iconpaperheartsyndrome:
:heart: thanks sososoooo much!!!
:iconstreetlightsky:
I like it a lot. Especally 6 :)
Perfect ending.

--
And sometimes I feel like a grain of sand
Slipping through the cracks of your hand.
:iconpaperheartsyndrome:
i'm glad you like the ending.
i had a lot of trouble writing that part.
so thank you :heart:

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