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morning starts when daybreaks fragile security. it’s six am, and you’re still alone at the bar sipping your best friends Liquor and Loneliness. the pub owners know your wallet’s name by heart and are used to your routine. you want to stop, but alcohol bottles pay your mind the rent and bills, so you let your liver take the debt instead.
the day ends when nightfalls asleep, when the moon shoplifts the sun and pulls oceanic strings in its favor. it’s six pm, and you’re still passed out on the taproom floor. the roosters are calling, but you keep hanging up when you should be hanging on. and all this hanging reminds me of your windowpain. your inebriation shattered the glass like a hammer, and the broken window frame hungover your once-ambitious wall of fame reminds you of yourself – framed and hung: you framed the window for drunk driving, and the bribed judge sent it to the gallows. they tore down your prizeless wall and built a rehabilitation clinic in its place. it’s more effective if you ask me, but your tongue is too slurred to ask questions.
you’re out of loose change owing nickels and dimes and fifty dollar bills to the bottles. but you’ve got pockets full of time that you’re paying out instead. trying to waste another quarter hour until the sun splinters through the window sending miniature glances of regret through your retinas with every heavy lidded blink of your bloodshot eyes. and you don’t beg for money but you would beg for change since you’re stuck in a circle where there’s no beginning or end and the only constant is how you’re constantly stumbling in and out of consciousness at all hours and it’s finally telling you that there’s no vacancy there.
you’re stuck in your revolving nightmare whispering “what-if’s” and “could-have-beens” out your second story window waiting to see if the past will still throw pebbles against your screen if you ask it to come visit. you’re afraid of waking the present and you’re afraid of how this is ending. and you’re afraid of what you’ll be thinking when six am comes and you’re all alone.
you’re juggling blank pennies named Hope and Sloth and Opportunity, but like any coin toss there’s a fifty-fifty chance on where it lands: a wishing well or a wastebasket. you figure it’s safer to flip copper than your lid, but the lottery is rigged, and you’re not exactly a statistician. you cheated your way through math only to drop out halfway sophomore year. all you remember the glass is half-empty, half-full. and you know that means it’s not a party until every drop contaminates your consequences. it’s like a slot machine you never win – but the casinos feed have to feed off someone’s misery, and you’re their favorite customer.
think probability roulette with a loaded equation.
heads: you live that lush, lavish lifestyle you've convinced yourself to want
tails: you just live. that is, if you call your Luckless Tragedy a life.
or maybe it’s this: heads, you drown in a puddle of your preferred poison; tails, you succumb to cirrhosis. either way, you’re convinced health is so three hours ago.
you’ve spitshined your outlook to prove to yourself that everything isn’t looking four shades too dark or a half ounce too blurry. but the problem is this prebottled forgetfulness is clouding your vision and drowning out your memories. if at some point, you thought you had good intentions, then at this point, you’re wrong since incoherent diction and stumbled over shoelaces can’t convince anyone that you’re living.
maybe there’s this: you had a plan and there were twenty five steps on how to make it past twenty five but you skipped the beginning and shot to the end so you never learned how to do anything but live like you’re dying or pretend like there’s something besides endings. so how about you say what you were thinking when you thought you still had a chance. maybe that’s begging the question but with all these wrong answers, you’re failing.
the world ends when earth trades light for dark – when you trade your birth certificate for a casket and your love for a bottle.
the day ends when nightfalls asleep, when the moon shoplifts the sun and pulls oceanic strings in its favor. it’s six pm, and you’re still passed out on the taproom floor. the roosters are calling, but you keep hanging up when you should be hanging on. and all this hanging reminds me of your windowpain. your inebriation shattered the glass like a hammer, and the broken window frame hungover your once-ambitious wall of fame reminds you of yourself – framed and hung: you framed the window for drunk driving, and the bribed judge sent it to the gallows. they tore down your prizeless wall and built a rehabilitation clinic in its place. it’s more effective if you ask me, but your tongue is too slurred to ask questions.
you’re out of loose change owing nickels and dimes and fifty dollar bills to the bottles. but you’ve got pockets full of time that you’re paying out instead. trying to waste another quarter hour until the sun splinters through the window sending miniature glances of regret through your retinas with every heavy lidded blink of your bloodshot eyes. and you don’t beg for money but you would beg for change since you’re stuck in a circle where there’s no beginning or end and the only constant is how you’re constantly stumbling in and out of consciousness at all hours and it’s finally telling you that there’s no vacancy there.
you’re stuck in your revolving nightmare whispering “what-if’s” and “could-have-beens” out your second story window waiting to see if the past will still throw pebbles against your screen if you ask it to come visit. you’re afraid of waking the present and you’re afraid of how this is ending. and you’re afraid of what you’ll be thinking when six am comes and you’re all alone.
you’re juggling blank pennies named Hope and Sloth and Opportunity, but like any coin toss there’s a fifty-fifty chance on where it lands: a wishing well or a wastebasket. you figure it’s safer to flip copper than your lid, but the lottery is rigged, and you’re not exactly a statistician. you cheated your way through math only to drop out halfway sophomore year. all you remember the glass is half-empty, half-full. and you know that means it’s not a party until every drop contaminates your consequences. it’s like a slot machine you never win – but the casinos feed have to feed off someone’s misery, and you’re their favorite customer.
think probability roulette with a loaded equation.
heads: you live that lush, lavish lifestyle you've convinced yourself to want
tails: you just live. that is, if you call your Luckless Tragedy a life.
or maybe it’s this: heads, you drown in a puddle of your preferred poison; tails, you succumb to cirrhosis. either way, you’re convinced health is so three hours ago.
you’ve spitshined your outlook to prove to yourself that everything isn’t looking four shades too dark or a half ounce too blurry. but the problem is this prebottled forgetfulness is clouding your vision and drowning out your memories. if at some point, you thought you had good intentions, then at this point, you’re wrong since incoherent diction and stumbled over shoelaces can’t convince anyone that you’re living.
maybe there’s this: you had a plan and there were twenty five steps on how to make it past twenty five but you skipped the beginning and shot to the end so you never learned how to do anything but live like you’re dying or pretend like there’s something besides endings. so how about you say what you were thinking when you thought you still had a chance. maybe that’s begging the question but with all these wrong answers, you’re failing.
the world ends when earth trades light for dark – when you trade your birth certificate for a casket and your love for a bottle.
Literature
defenstrating a window - colab
morning starts when daybreaks fragile security. its six am, and youre still alone at the bar sipping your best friends Liquor and Loneliness. the pub owners know your wallets name by heart and are used to your routine. you want to stop, but alcohol bottles pay your mind the rent and bills, so you let your liver take the debt instead.
the day ends when nightfalls asleep, when the moon shoplifts the sun and pulls oceanic strings in its favor. its six pm, and youre still passed out on the taproom floor. the roosters are calling, but you keep hanging up when you should be hanging on. and all this hanging reminds me
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tragedies - collab.
you deserve all the cobweb dreams,
fairytale hopes, and explosive love
in the world, but i know that i
will never be the one
to give them to you.
you need notes that end with
'ps - you're brighter than
twenty-seven silver stars'.
i can't bring myself
to write them, though.
it's not like you'd read them,
anyway.
i cut out paper hearts and
dreams and gave them to you, but
you only ripped them up and said
'these aren't good enough.'
when i painted you a picture
of golden skies and sunshine smiles,
you handed it back and told me
'next time, paint realistically.'
so i wrote you a story
filled of starless nights and
hopeless d
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we're chasing sounds- collab
dear derek,
you are beautiful in the way of parked cars with frosted windows and statues with moss trailing up the leg. you are fascinating but unattainable, with blank-shot eyes and lips that are made to smile but never do.
like having a monet turned towards the wall.
i think if youd let me i could tug those lips up in the corner, i could warm you from the inside out, i could chip away the ice and turn you belly-side up in the sunlight. i think about it when youre rubbing your hard-angled cheeks or staring at the clock like it means something more than the warm-flesh bodies around you.
i
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i hardly think i need to say that he wrote the more clever and overall more awesome pieces.
annnnnd you can see his version here!!!!
make sure to check it out and spread some love. pleaseeee.
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