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tomorrow sounds like you.tomorrow, i'll be lying to you through a clenched jaw prepared for you to notice this amongst other nervous ticks. i want to be found out when i say i don't miss you, when i say i don't need you, or love you. i want you to know what i'm saying when i'm not saying anything at all.  
 
tomorrow, i'll be talking about nothing at the top of my lungs and you'll be ignoring me. sound waves will be crashing on empty shores with no one there to greet them and the sand will get between my fingers and in my hair. i won't be able to get rid of this feeling for days. and i'll care even when i know i shouldn't.   
tomorrow, i'll s tomorrow sounds like you.
by ~paperheartsyndrome
just realign our hearts pleaseThis is me meeting you more than four years ago.   
 The weather was colder than it should have been with furls of wind wrapping around us. Those stubborn gusts had picked up a multi-chromatic array of leaves and tiny particles of dust, which whipped around making the whole world glitter. Your hands were in your pockets but your eyes never left my face. It was a Saturday and I was chewing my lip, trying to figure out what was playing behind all this silence. Shutting my eyes tightly, I rearranged a mess of thoughts to align our heartbeats. Standing on tiptoes, I felt your breath sweep across my face and our lips meet in the mid just realign our hearts please
by ~paperheartsyndrome
this probably isn't about youthis probably is about how the sun was on the opposite side of the sky when i woke up this morning. and how my name looks wrong every time i write it until it's gotten to the point that i'm not even sure how to spell it. it's about how everything has been flying out of my control so that i can't remember how to walk without making a sound. or how to hold on to the edges when my vision gets too blurry. this is almost certainly about how you live one and three fourth miles to the north of me, but i forgot and slept facing the south last night so now i just feel like i turned my back on you.  
 
but really, this isn't about you.   this probably isn't about you
by ~paperheartsyndrome
a chord for every discord.sometimes, i just think  
in melodies and every  sad song sounds like you. a chord for every discord.
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so these are my words and they mean a lot to me. so please, please, please do not use them without my permission.
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there are seasons in this silence.

Fri Oct 16, 2009, 10:14 PM
some nights, i can't sleep.
and by some nights, i mean pretty much every night.
since insomnia is more or less my best friend.
so today, i've been reading.
and i found a few pieces and people that are so amazingly beautiful that i needed to share.

one.
:iconsoftsilhouettes:
losing everything i never had
annnnnnd then look at this.
rabbit heart, in headlights
please please, give her some love. she really is amazing.


two.
:iconalmostlovers:
Shooting stars


three.
:icononeofthose-rachels:
drinking the sky.


and finally four.
:iconocd-arsonist:
doctor save me from these eyes



so if you haven't read any of these you should. really.
so that's what i have to share tonight.

also, i've been thinking of doing nanowrimo.
i think maybe i need more challenge in my life.
i will probably die.

so lovelies, i hope your lives are beautiful. :heart:
want to tell me something about them?

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~pieeen 6 days 5 hours ago
hi there love,

i kinde stole your 'tomorrow'-idea for something i wrote. i did put that in the 'author's comment', though.
is that a problem? because i'll remove it if it is!

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let me know.
:hear:

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i promise you that when the clock strikes one
i'll turn it back to twelve
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~atinyghost Nov 8, 2009, 10:47:13 AM
thank you for the watch in return. :]

sorry it took me soo long to reply.. things have been rather messy lately.

i've been meaning to tell you though,
i throughly enjoy each and every one of your writings! i can honestly relate to so many of the words you write. you have an amazing talent for turning complicated feelings into beautiful words. so, thank you for sharing them with us. :]

--
she's colourless.
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~cyanidedrinker Nov 2, 2009, 10:31:26 AM
thanks so much :love:

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( it'sgonnabealright )
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=SocraticSynapses Oct 31, 2009, 12:10:27 PM
i'm sorry for harassing you with favorites. you must find it annoying.

i'm just catching up on your stuff and you have been especially brilliant

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raphael does photography, too!
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~wordcut-outs Oct 20, 2009, 7:30:19 AM
heyy

sososo, thank you ever so muchfor the favs and watch and just wonderful comments really :heart:

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It’s a bit hard to love me when you’re dead.
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~Xacerb8ted Oct 19, 2009, 8:27:19 PM
all your writing is beautiful.
are you a synesthete, by any chance?

--
haiku are easy
but sometimes they don't make sense
refrigerator
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~almostlovers Oct 18, 2009, 9:05:40 AM
Thank you soso much for the feature, and the favorites.
It made me ridiculously happy. :]
And your writing is just absolutely wonderful in a asdghljl way. :heart:

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I think you're a boy with eyes like wishing wells that never come true.
When it's almost a heartbeat away from silence she curls up in closets and the lack of oxygen makes her feel like she can fly.
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~oneofthose-rachels Oct 17, 2009, 6:06:48 PM
sdfwisdfe thank you so much for the feature :heart:
i'd watch you, but i already am (:

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manufacturing quirkiness since 2009.

[....how to die for a night]
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=derelict-heart Oct 17, 2009, 9:20:51 AM
i feel like i should just fav
your entire gallery.

& i probably will...

i hope that's not weird,
i just think your writing is amazing,
& something to be shared with this world.

:heart:

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tell all your friends.

i miss the time when everything
was beautiful & nothing hurt.
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